While Shepherds washed their socks at night...
First things first. Tomorrow is my first ever strick. I haven't decided whether to stand on the picket line or not. I suspect that I will spend tomorrow doing stuff for my guide warrent as Kipper and I will have full control of the unit in September and so the need for having it is more urgent.
I have noticed something wierd. My given names are Amy Rosemary and my little brother's are Malcolm Andras. My bestist friend is called Rosemary while one of Malc's bestist friends is called Andras.
I have fiddled with some of my links. I little warning is that Safe as F**k ain't very parental/work friendly at the moment.
I have been thinking wedding presents/clothes/hats and shoes. I am going to recycle two skirts and tops between all four I think. Different combinations. I will just have to find some summer shoes to wear.
I am not fantastically happy here in Ipswich. I don't have the back up that I really need. I am much more fragile than people think. I was very close to punching my boss or resigning on Friday. I did neither. I must last at least a year. I have started looking round for other work. I am thinking of returning to education. Maybe an MSc or a PGCE. I am not sure though.
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{{{hugs}}}
hang in there - a year will come round pretty quick x
You're not alone Amy. Its hard work moving somewhere new where you do not know people, and you're the only new person. You've achieved an awful lot since you moved to Ipswich, think about the positive things.
I guess you've seen the film About a boy or read the book - we all need back up. We're all different though and our back up can be different things, sometimes its a phone call or a friendly email, someone you trust to have the spare key for your door, someone who notices when things aren't right.
I guess what I'm tring to say is that we all need something some of the time. We just realise at different times and have different needs.
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